10. What does cleaning represent in your life?
I have always cleaned out of guilt or shame. Often I procrastinate cleaning till the mess is out of control and suddenly one day I'm confronted with this wave of shame and guilt and that pushes me to clean. I avoid cleaning because it bores me. I get distracted while cleaning. I know many people find it therapeutic, but I find it too time consuming and boring. When I think of cleaning, I think of big mess that will shame my mother and so I should clean. Ugh. I hate it.
Arpita
California, USA